This is just how i roll :)

SOME girls just can't deal wif their bf turned out to be a jerk.. COME ON LAHHH!! jangan la blame diri korng.. OK. i'm 14 going on 15 tapi kengkwn aku dh ade mcm2 mslh dlm lovelife diorng.. sumtimes, i kinda enjoy sitting next to them eating popcorn and watch them as if i'm watching theater or sumthing.. (metaphor) aku pikir gak sumtimes..

R we getting matured to fast? Ktorng x sabar sgt nk membesar ke?

Is it just because love is present in all stage of age?

REALLY!! i dun know! for those who is nearly my age, u must be confused like me too, right? That's what i always tell myself.. for now, love to me is just confusion, an experiment.. Except love towards Allah S.W.T, rasul and family.. that is true love.. THAT, i'm 100% sure..

Its dangerous for teens like me to follow my heart bcoz it will lead to lust.. i understand every each word my mom said to me that i should not let my heart get in control..

I can't even trust myself! well not yet maybe :)

IF i were one of the girls who always blame themselves for nothing, this is how i would think again..

That guys does not deserve me,
let him be till he realize that too..

Or if u're under age, JUST XPYH COUPLE OKAYY!! kan dh susah ble break.. we're too young and innocent to face such pressure! Npe skrg pon dh nk serious sgt psl hal2 ni? nk crush main2 je cukup lah kan?COME ON LAHH.. time umur ni la nk hepi2 jauuh kan diri dr dilema hidup yg kne kene face time adulthood.. kan kan kan??

Or maybe ur thought is that it is the preparation for the future? huuurrmmm.. i dun think in this age we can think straight.. i'm super lucky that i hav my family to snap me out whenever i loose control of myself.. love them :D

My sis and mama slalu sgt lecture aku pasal hal2 ni.. i'm guessing that they think i'm a social freak and antara siblings aku, aku yg paling risky untuk terjerumus dlm jalan not gud.. Sedih gak kengkdg sbb family sndri x percaye yg aku reti jaga diri.. i'm sane enough to see whats right or wrong..

it's ok :) i'll prove them wrong :D

ni pon cam nasihat tok diri aku :) klo korng dpt tau aku kapel, diizinkan korng nk tegur aku ;P
jangan salah anggap! ni inisiatif aku tok x kapel smpi at least university..kdg2 aku lupe..
so, korng la ingtkan aku yee.. :D